Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me. Psalm 51:10
Needless to say, family life with two working parents and two socially active kids is hectic. My life is full of so many activities – I go from the board room to the play room without changing my dress shoes! My days are often overscheduled – I know this, but can’t help myself. I pack so many activities into each day (work, school, errands, church, sports), I wonder what small moments I am missing. When exactly did my children get so big? Did I help those who needed it today, or was I too busy to see? With all the “doing”, am I living my life the way God wants me to?
I am currently taking a three-month sabbatical from my job in an attempt to reclaim my sanity. Upon learning of my sabbatical, co-workers and friends asked me, “Where are you going?” My reply? “A quiet room.”
For me, my sabbatical isn’t a vacation, but a time to rest, reflect, and renew. Like most parents with busy lives full of responsibilities, there is little free time for contemplation. Recently, I joined a Women’s Bible Study, and our first order of business each week is to “check-in” with each other by asking “How is it with your soul? When have you been close to Christ this week? Where have you denied Christ this week?” Before my sabbatical, there would have been little time to sit and reflect this way.
During the season of Lent, I hope you will find time to rest and reflect on all God has given you, and for the ways he has made himself known in your life. It will truly renew your spirit! In case you are wondering, I haven’t been to that quiet room yet…but I’m going to.
Dear God, create in me a clean heart and put a new and right spirit in me. Forgive me for the times I am too busy to see the path you want me to take. Help me slow down and listen to what my heart and soul are trying to tell me. I offer great thanksgiving for your presence in my life. In Jesus’ name I pray. Amen.
